I've been putting this off for a long time, but I don't know how to say it...
Okay, well, when school started I met this guy who I'd never spoken to before (though I'd seen him last semester. Call him S.)
A few weeks later, my best friend (we'll call her J) came up to me, and our conversation went like this:
J: S really
likes you, by the way.
At the time, I found it laughable...and I was very surprised when I noticed he was sneeking glances at me...(He wasn't the friendliest person at the time, it seemed...) I was pretty shocked, because I could walk around nude and no one would notice (not that I did!)
So we ignored each other for a while...and soon...I found that he was a pretty good friend... I didn't pay much attention at first, but then I found myself smiling at him whenever he snuck a glance at me while my eyes were catching him...every time I walked through the door, I'd smile at him.. and then, like two weeks ago, I was walking J to detention when we saw him sitting by himself...
I spent the rest of lunch talking to him...and found that he was different than what I saw when I walked through the door on my first day.
He was a lot sweeter. I don't see that hard face anymore..except when he's angry...which is usually when someone's on his back about something...
If you said his name anywhere around my school, you'll either get a "Who's he?", "I know him.", or "You know that freak?"
Mostly the "I know him."'s are other girls who understand what he's going through and know why he's so angry.
But I don't hear that as much as the "freak" one. People are practicaly up his @$$ most of the time.
So, last friday, this other guy (L) asked me to the movies...I said no. (the significants is, he is really cute, and I wouldn't be harrassed by others for choosing the "gorilla" as some people call S.)
And on monday, S and I spent the day together. We talked the way we usualy do, but this time I chose to stay close to him. At one point I put my head on his shoulder and hugged his arm...(I was kinda in an awkward position. His backpack was kinda in the way, so I had to twist around it to hug him...)
And after that, when the bell rang, I stood up, hugged him, and kissed him on the cheek (my usual routine.) But he did something I kinda didn't expect...He kissed me.
...On the lips...
I'm pleasently surprised...it was my first kiss...